24.08.07 - Went Bedok to meet fai today, can say a lot of things happen tat moorning but Alhamdulilah everything is alright…. Then sir fai went TPSS while I go ITE MP to meet my pals…Lynn n bernadette and oso chatted with Mr samri n Mr Chan, They all joker man….hahahha , after tat went hm, initially I supposed to meet ali today but I got to go hm n take care my sis, when I reach hm, I was so shock to c my sis, her eyes is so RED, n is really blood shot red man !! her sore eyes is terrible…..hope she recover fast !...

Upon reaching hm, I switch on my com, and start listening to songs……hehehe,… 25.08.07 – SJAB Zone 8 games days…too tired to blog as I got a very bad back injury…. Cos of Matthew, Matthew push me so hard at the airport tat he injured my back, so pain tat I cannot tahan man…..hope I ok man, cost tml I got silat n scdf duty….

Ps: May GOD open up gerald’s hatred towards me, I seriously got nothing against him…..haiz….

Ps: I miss u n always do, I agree, absence makes the heart fonder! But I will continue writing k….doa for my back, so painful man

a brand new day for IAP, dun worry Bernadette n Iqah, i'll hang on .....

i guess, i won't blog abt my personal life here, cos i got my godbro who'll noe abt it every day....but i'll blog abt my everyday life here, is better i guess, cos i dun wan my personal life to b known to everyone...hehehehe...except for few of my close pals n HIM...

Ps: ur smile is the key to my happiness, so frown less, smile more !!

Slept real late ytd, …..o ya.. ytd I donated blood for the 16th time…heheheh…..but dun noe y, today I feel so feverish, took my temp, is 37.8 degrees, and I got a bad flu today….hope I can recover today….hate being sick nowadays..i hate having flu!argh!!!

this weekend fully burn....

sat.....either i go CDAU duty or go TPSS SJAB zone games day with Sir fai,(see how)
sun morning i got silat training at mountbatten,afternoon i got CDAU duty with Ssg Nooh till 6pm....

Ps:Thanks Bernadette for this phrase"WHEN THERE IS A WILL, THERE IS A WAY" and "PERSEVERE AND U WILL OVERCOME THE OBSTACLEIN FRONT OF U", i really wanna break down due to attachment liao.....dun worry , i will endure ....2 more weeks to go !! I'll hang on !

left IAP early cos going SGH to visit Sir Fai, pass him his stuff n the CD stuff, heheee, chatted him for a long time b4 going hm, instead of going hm, i sat in the bus n start writing letter to the special person( dun ask me who, onli my heart knows) , i beining to love writing to him, regardless long or short....hehehehehe

andd oso i wrote a 2 page long rejection letter to someone.....haiz....hahahha..i jus got no feelings for him, no matter how he tried, i still won't or can't accept hi, cos my heart is not with me anymore.......

k la, tat's all i wanna blog...back to writing letters ..........deep in tots......deep in inspiration......something i nv felt b4.........