I dun noe y, every since last saturday, up till now, I feel so different(numbless, n oso more focus to other stuff.....), is this really wat u wan?...try not to think abt tat anymore cos I already wrote wat I feel in the letters, so I guess only he knows abtt it, …n still , I abide to whatever I write/ say / blog,….i no longer the person, who talks only(I think I am last time…..hehehe)….Haiz, May God guides me,and show me wat should I do?.....Let nature shows me the way too. and still i'm happy things r looking gd for me too...jus pray our friendship last forever....heheheh

Anywake woke up with a painful shouldetr/back, really dun feel like going attachment, but left 8 more days liao, jus tahan, maybe after Attachment n CBD, then I’ll go hospital n have a detail checkup…

Ps: i need help in blogspot...any1 can help ? And to S***N, if i piss u off with the coding thing,sorry k?, or i seriously dunnoe abt html as i'm totally poor in codings..sory sorry,guess pple is right when they say i sms/msn/tag pple at wrong timing tat piss pple off....

Finally silat exams for me is over!!, next week still got (for those who have not taken this week will take next week)

pple who taken grading already is :
me(yellow to green),Shari(yellow to green),,Faizal(green to purple) ,Firas(white to yellow),Farhan Kecik(white to yellow),Farhan besar(white to yellow),Farah(white to yellow),Aisha(white to yellow),Ansar(green to purple)

Exams abit scary , somemore I’m the first in line to take grading, nearly forgot my steps for gerak grasio, but thank god everything is ok, despite my back aches like hell man….

People who have not taken:
Alfiah,Amirul,Batrisha,Naqeeb,Elfi,Faezah,Shafik,Alif,Early,Rain( all white to yellow)- need to teach them again cos they all not sure….Hope all will pass next week…

I really feel like killing shari man, He mad wan…..He ah, chase us playfully n he punch me n farhan somemore he punch me on my shoulder bone, wa lao, the pain is like so painful ….now I like typing with my right hand cos my left sholder n elbow is painful like hell!! Gonna c doc tml for my left shoulder n back….i’m like getting injury prone liao….

Jus realize my Official leave for CDAU is over,wahahaha, back to dong duties ,duties n more duties,hanging out with my NSF,Enciks…..

Today is the final day tat my hard work in silat paids off, all my White belt kids gonna take their exams tonight(hope all of them can promote to yellow tonight)….really hope they will pass, or else I gonna drown myself man, have been teaching them everyweek, hope they remembers their punches/kicks/stunts/blocking/Madraguna!...haiz… for me, I n Shari will be taking our Belt syallabus exams tonight too….hope we can pass….pray for us k?.....

This weedend gonna b really burn for me !! die man…..

This sat I got CDEC briefing duty at SCDF HQ,

This sun, I got SCDF Duty in morning,Silat training in late morning till afternoon, and SJAB AGI …so I’ll b bring full pack everywhere I go man,(SCDF U n boots,Silat U,SJAB U n boots….) tot of not turning up for silat since I taking examz today instead of sun…c how …..

9 more days to end of misery !! hahahah, sound very the miserable in attachment ….wahahahh..

10 more days to CBD 2007 !! my 2nd yr in CBD ! yahoo !!

Ps: My back is injured man…..haiz…..

Ps: Iqa,luke, CD day Parade is on 15 sept 2007 ...6.30pm at BRTC, if u wanna go, contact me k?, so i can ask my CPT for visitor pass for u all, cos is solely by invitations only....

in order not to create misunderstanding HIM n me, or pple ard me, i must b careful of wat i write or blog.....

anyways , this serves as a reminder to me always...abt the promises i made , cos no more empty promises for me, i do wat i say !

- NO BGR till i officially change for the better...
- No vulgarities
-No flaring up unnessarily
-B a rightheous and graceful lady
I must b positive, and look ahead !!
I must be sensitive to the pple around me!!
I must be a gracious girl…..
I must not go into any relationship within 1 year…..
I must work hard to build up my understanding towards …….(but dun overdo it k?)
I must not talk abt the past !! ( actually I dun talk abt it anymore, but still it serves as a reminder to me !!)
I must not interrupt people
I must mix ard with more pple
I must not call pple so many times(only call when needed to )
I must go school regularly and attain high marks….(strive for the best !!!)
I must not eat seafood
I must not jump around.
I must not shout like mad woman.
I must not b irritating…
Most importantly, I must be myself!!!( the crazy crystal everyone knows !)

"As much as i wanted, it takes two hand to clap. I'm not clapping now...cos i got promises to fulfill......"

And DART , pls stop asking me things i'm pissed....thanks ah

will update on the promises i made ocassionally to serve as a reminders